It has been one week I have been without Kyle;one week Tyler has been without his daddy...
Sometimes I feel so strong, while other times so broken down and empty. I miss him.
Despite what I just wrote, when I wrote him last night I explained that this "break" could be for the best. Him and I have had a hell of a year, with many ups and downs and I think we both need this to gather our thoughts, regain our composure and just remember how it feels to really 'miss' one another and just long to hold each other. ((Hey, I am trying to be optomistic here!))
My dad is flying me out to San Antonio the end of July for 4 days to see him graduate [thank you daddy!]. I am absolutely thrilled to be able to do this and so so appreciative. I know it means everything to Kyle, as well.
As far as my friend situation goes, with Kyle being gone and all it has made me realize what it truely important in life (and what just isn't). It has opened up my eyes even more to show me who true friends are... My mom told me once that things will occur throughout my lifetime that will leave me sometimes with less friends and well, I have already been through so many of those situations and I am only 21. Buuuttt, I guess I am learning at a young age how to to properly filter out good and bad people (not really 'good' and 'bad' but rather 'needed' or 'not needed') and I have learned that its better to have only a few great friends rather than numerous good friends...
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