The 5 most beautiful days...

Seeing Kyle was absolutely amazing.

Every minute spent together was breath-taking..

We found out yesterday, for sure,

that I can't move for 5 weeks :[

But that gives me time to say goodbye

to friends and family...

Mississippi here I come!

"All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go.."

Tomorrow I fly out from Orlando at 8:00 a.m.

to see Kiely! :] Cannot believe boot

camp is over already..

I couldnt imagine not moving to

Mississippi with him and staying

here for another 8 months.. No way!

I will be back from Texas on Monday!

Nothing like

staying up 'till 1:00 a.m. laughing
with someone you've known
since 2nd grade.. :]

And once again..

..my heart crumbles into pieces.

3rd time is a charm.

Yesterday, after already speaking to Kiely once,
he got to call me AGAIN for doing something
else great in his flight! wow! :]

O-M-G

Today I spoke with Kiely for 15 whole minutes!

Wanted me to tell everyone that he did it and is

doing fine! :] And that he misses everyone!

Out with the old, in with the new!

Before & After:

Only

7 more weeks until Kyle and I try to conceive a baby!

:] :]

P.s.

Happy 4 years and 5 months baby :]

2-14-04

::Update::

So living with my dad and Liane has been great!
Everything I wished it to be..
Today we took my 2nd cousin, Morgan, to Orlando
to Lake Watterford. We went to Check E Cheese's
(Mine and Tyler's first time!)
then Marble Slab. Yummy!
Mission "Skinny (ier) Amber" is still in full swing.
Calculated the distance I have been walking every morning;
two miles. Heck yeah..
Spent some time in Liane's tanning bed..
..so relaxing!
I just want to look my absolute best when I see kyle.
I want his jaw to drop..
..cause I know mine will.
Gosh, I miss my husband.
But overall, happy.
Getting used to being a stay-at-home-mom.
Stress free; I actually have nails now.
I miss my friends but as they say,
what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
Looking forward to the trips to see them once I have moved!
My apartment in Port Orange is almost completely empty!
((Looking forward to receiving the deposit!!))
Fiances are killing me right now but I'm going to make it through this..
..I always do.
Looking at jobs on Keesler Air Force base in Mississippi,
hopefully will find one soon!
Tyler is growing, growing, growing!
Kyle will be shocked when he sees him!
I thinkkkk that's it! :] :]
Stay tuned...

Tick Tock Tick Tock...

Before I know it,

I will be in Kyle's arms!!

:] :]

Thank you.

I've had an awesome last two days.

It's been a long hard road, but I

think I have learned my lesson

when it comes to Friendship.

Thank you to the few of you

who prove yourself to me everyday..

Thanks for seeing the 'real' Amber.

(( Only 11 more days until I see Kyle! :] ))

When did we take that picture?

Last night was amazing.

SO needed.

Andreea ("Dr. Chih") and I went to Orlando;

First went to the Hue, then The Beacon,

then Vintage.

Took a carriage ride from each to the next.

I'm too honest to go to bars.

I opened up every conversation with

"Hi, I'm married and have a baby..

..still wanna talk to me?"

Most guys seemed to become distant.

Why can't anyone just be my friend :[

haha.

Only

8 more weeks until Kyle and I try to conceive our 2nd child!

:] :]

Boy or girl, It's fine with me!

It's going to be so magical...

I was thinking...

Wasn't life so much easier when we were younger?

We were so naive.

So unaware.

We had no bills to pay,

no cars to fill up.

We had no idea that people in other countries

were running around fighting each other.

Life was much easier..

We didn't know the meaning of love

or the feeling of heart break..

I miss being young.

4 weeks down, 2 to go!!

Wow how time truly flies! I can't believe I will see kyle is 2 weeks (and two days)! I bought the cutest, sexiest lil black dress for his graduation... I can't wait to show it off :] :] I have been walking every morning for the past week.. along with swimming and spending time on the Ab Lounge. My skin color is also becoming much darker too! :] I am thinking of getting a hair cut before I fly to Texas to see Kyle. Nothing too drastic... just thinking about possibly getting side bangs, layers and coloring my hair darker. Ok, maybe that is drastic, haha. But seriously, what isn't drastic about my life right now... ? Point justified :]

I've been strong up until this point..

I am very very sad.
Kyle tried calling me again yesterday, twice,
and I missed both calls. He lefts two voicemails
and sounded disappointed. I feel like I have let
him down. I cried all the way home.
I'm just so damn busy running around with
Tyler that half of the time I couldn't tell you
where my shoes or keys are..let alone my
cell phone.

I am so so sorry Kyle :[

It's all down hill from here

Got 2 letters from Kyle yesterday!!

Sounds better than he did in his voicemail. His 'job' is chapel Guide. He attends 3 catholic masses and serves the body of Christ to the right side of the church. He went through some of the rules with me.. totally "prison style" as he stated. He also said his new haircut is interesting haha.
I am so so proud of him...he'll never know. I love you kyle. 3 weeks down, 3 to go!